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  He let himself remember, not all of it, not even a lot—but something more intimate than the sex they had shared, he recalled the woman.

  Black hair, green eyes and a smile that was so unexpected.

  Sophie was all Sicilian fire, whereas Bella was the chameleon, the actress, the survivor who had once made his black heart smile.

  Not now, Matteo thought, taking a drink from the bottle, but cheap wine didn’t work either.

  Nothing deadened the ache.

  She was here in this town, he knew it now.

  Was she sleeping?

  Or did she lie awake tonight, knowing that he was near and burning for him as he did for her?

  What did it matter? he thought, tossing the bottle into a bin and heading back to the hotel.

  They could never be now.

  ‘Where have you been?’ Shandy asked sleepily, as he came into the bedroom of the luxurious suite, flicking on the sidelight as he crept in after three.

  ‘Walking,’ Matteo said. ‘Go back to sleep.’

  ‘I ordered champagne,’ she said. ‘I thought you had brought me here to...’

  Yes, there was an air of expectation from Shandy. The sheikh Matteo was meeting with had told him he was looking forward to meeting his partner. The shareholders too were braying for the wild Matteo Santini to tame his ways.

  And though he had told her from the start that nothing would ever become of them, Matteo had stuck at things with Shandy for longer than he did usually, though the final hurdle was proving too daunting.

  Yes, Matteo knew it was time to grow up and settle down.

  And he would, Matteo told himself as he undressed.

  Just not yet.

  He looked at the hotel suite with more than vague interest, given that Hotel Fiscella was a potential purchase that he and Luka were considering making. And so he noticed not just that the room was immaculate but that the turn-down service had been discreet. The curtains were drawn and there were chocolates and a flower by the bed that had presumably been on his pillow and there was a pleasing scent in the air.

  He glanced at the note by the bed that informed him that the weather tomorrow would be stormy and hot and that if there was anything further required not to hesitate to call the desk, and it was signed...

  Bella.

  It could not be her, Matteo mused. Yes, while he had found out that she was a chambermaid at this very hotel Bella was still a very common name.

  Was it her scent that lingered?

  Was it her hands that had smoothed back the sheets and plumped the pillows? Matteo thought as he climbed into bed.

  ‘When?’ Shandy asked as he lay there. ‘Your friend just got engaged...’

  Matteo said nothing.

  ‘I want a commitment, Matteo,’ she pushed.

  Now he turned his head on the pillow and spoke to the face next to his.

  ‘Then you’re with the wrong man.’

  Had she slapped him, had Shandy risen from the bed and got dressed and got out, he might have admired her.

  But there she lay, clinging on with her gel nails to the image of them that the paparazzi had created and to the man she’d hoped he would one day be.

  Matteo Santini, the bad boy made good.

  No, he hadn’t made good, not yet.

  Tonight, he was right not to ask Shandy to marry him for had he known where Bella lived, had he had Bella’s number then, Matteo knew he would have been paying a late-night visit to the whore he was hard for now.

  He turned to flick off the bedside light and looked again at the signed card and he ached for Bella in a way he never had for anybody else.

  Matteo fell asleep trying not to think about a woman from the past.

  And then the dreams started.

  On many occasions over the years Bella had attempted to frequent Matteo Santini’s dreams.

  His subconscious kept perpetual guard, though.

  So controlled was Matteo that even in sleep he did his level best to chase all thoughts of her away.

  But even guards had to sleep at times and so, on occasion, Bella slipped through the net and would dance all night through his mind.

  Some of his dreams were high-end fantasy—masquerade balls where the two of them would make love, familiar and yet unknown to each other, while others consisted of seamy situations where he watched from a distance as Bella struggled while he was held back and unable to intervene. But then there were the dreams that consisted only of memories and those were the ones that Matteo preferred.

  Tonight he slept through all three.

  Perhaps it was because her name had been brought up in conversation at dinner.

  Or was it the knowledge that she was working in Rome as a chambermaid in the same hotel where he slept tonight?

  Whatever the reason the dreams had started, they were different tonight.

  The circus had come to Bordo Del Cielo. It was a strange dream, a new one, for there had been no circus that ever visited there.

  And this was no circus like others for it was not animals and clowns that performed in his dreams; instead there were different beasts—the people he had grown up amongst.

  There was his younger half-brother Dino, who had revealed Matteo’s plans to Malvolio the first time Matteo had tried to escape.

  There was his cruel stepfather, who loathed his mother’s attention anywhere other than on him or Dino.

  Matteo looked around and there was Luka dressed in an orange prison suit that he didn’t belong in. He saw Sophie being paraded around the ring and she was wearing only Luka’s shirt, just as she had been on the night of Malvolio, Paulo and Luka’s arrests.

  Luka and Sophie had been in bed at the time Luka’s home had been raided and she had been hauled out in front of the townsfolk. It had been clear to all what had taken place between the young couple.

  There was Talia, a woman Matteo had once helped, and she waved to him but he did not return it. No one must ever know the truth as to how he had saved her family so he ignored her.

  He didn’t care for any of them.

  Nothing and no one moved him—there was no mean streak to Matteo, he’d long ago learnt to simply not care.

  So why did he stand, his expression impassive, as his eyes scanned the crowd for her?

  For Bella.

  He looked up and there she was, walking on a tightrope as the town cheered her on. Her glossy, raven hair trailed down her bare back. The small silver costume did not fully cover her and he could see, as could the crowd, that her small pert breasts had been oiled and glittered and were on show.

  She looked terrified yet she pushed out a smile as Malvolio, the ringmaster, urged her on.

  And then, to the glee of everyone, she lifted her leg and stretched it out and exposed her nakedness there as Malvolio pushed her to perform, to somersault for the braying audience.

  There was no net.

  She had no choice.

  He watched as Bella gracefully somersaulted and then, steadying herself, she turned and dodged the swing of the trapeze and the people on it, reaching down to swoop and claim her. It was to no avail, though, for there, high up, out of Matteo’s reach, were others and she had no choice but to perform for them.

  Then he saw Dino climbing a ladder.

  ‘Saltare!’ Matteo called, but his plea for Bella to jump was drowned out by the cheering crowd.

  All night he dreamt in vivid detail, though his body barely moved in the bed.

  Matteo was more than used to nightmares but these were of a very sexual kind.

  ‘Saltere, Bella...’ he urged, but still she did not hear him. Her hair was shiny with sweat, her tiny costume was torn and her feet were bleeding despite the chalk. She was exhausted, Matteo knew, and yet stil
l Malvolio pushed her and still the crowd demanded more.

  Now, at the birth of dawn, just before Matteo’s alarm was due to go off, finally she heard him and looked down to where he held out his arms.

  ‘Ti prenderò quando cadi,’ Matteo shouted to her.

  I will catch you when you fall.

  There was just the briefest hesitation from Bella when she saw him there in the crowd, but then he ran to stand beneath her and she gave a smile of relief and recognition. Then she let herself go and fell into his waiting arms.

  And catch her he did.

  Her body was warm and familiar; finally she was back in his arms. Though breathless from exertion she had breath enough left for their kiss and as their mouths met they crashed through the filthy circus floor and landed, deep in kisses, on a bed that was soft and clean.

  Now, just before morning invaded, he got to live his favourite dream—and it was one of pure memory.

  Matteo lay there, recalling that night of no sleeping. Slow dancing around the hotel room as they’d re-created a night that had never taken place—the Natalia street party where, at sixteen, she had told him that she waited for him, while, unbeknown to her, Matteo had been running to escape Bordo Del Cielo and the hellish existence he had been forced further into.

  Bella had been eighteen when their lips had first met, and despite the rough start it had been a night of romance and intense arousal, a night where he had given in to her pleas and had taken her innocence.

  It had been a night like no other.

  He did not want to think about the money that had changed hands in the morning, neither did he want to think of Bella when he had first seen her that night. She had been wearing thick make-up, her small bust jacked up, and she had been doused in cheap scent as she’d stood behind the bar, with men leering at her.

  No, he preferred what had gone on behind closed doors.

  Making slow tender love, drowning in deep kisses, and he recalled the sob as he had made her his lover. The bruise on her cheek that he had made, now forgiven, because that night she had understood why.

  It had been him or Malvolio.

  Hard, he lay there and gave in to a favourite memory—their night had been all but over and he had showered and gone to dress, but instead of doing so he had returned to the bed and he had lain beside her. Matteo had been deep in thought because he’d been considering asking Bella to join him when he made his escape.

  And then he had felt her. First the softness of her hair and the warmth of her cheek moving down his stomach, kissing him all the way down.

  Matteo sank into the dream or the memory of her mouth as he felt the soft warm nuzzle of lips and then the wetness of tongue tentatively swirling around his engorged head.

  Was there any better way to be woken? Matteo thought, letting out a low moan as she skilfully took him deeper into her mouth and he slid past her throat.

  He started to thrust to the pleasant sensations and his hand moved down to her hair but then reality invaded. For if he was being woken then he must be asleep and there hadn’t been a moment of sleeping with Bella.

  And neither had Bella’s lips been skilful; instead, they had been curious and nervous at first. They had been too light, too rough, too slow but, oh, so blissful.

  He started to surface from his dream.

  He attempted an ascent while his body told him to linger a moment, to just give in and enjoy, except the memory was gone and it was the wrong lips on his straining shaft and he wanted them off him.

  He pulled at the hair to halt, aware that something was wrong, but as he did so a slew of something wet and cold doused the heat between his legs and there was a shout of shock and horror from Shandy as she knelt up and shook off the sheet. Her blonde hair was drenched and suddenly Matteo was wide awake and sitting bolt upright.

  ‘Mi scusi...’ A maid was sobbing for forgiveness, explaining that she had tripped over the ice bucket stand beside the bed, as Matteo flicked on the side light.

  ‘Imbeccile,’ Shandy shouted, as the maid picked up the now empty ice bucket that she had knocked over the copulating pair.

  ‘Go easy, Shandy,’ Matteo said, but there was no chance of that. Shandy would cry over spilt water.

  ‘Jobless imbecile.’ Shandy continued her rant in furious Italian and she also upgraded Matteo’s relationship with her. ‘Because I’m getting you fired. How dare you come in without knocking, how dare you interrupt my fiancé and I—?’

  ‘It was an accident,’ the maid was pleading as she tried to rectify the chaos—the tray she had brought in and its contents lay strewn not just over the floor but on a wall. Thick black coffee was seeping into the carpet, pastries and ham were sliding down the bedside table but the main chaos came from Shandy. She had jumped out of bed, was pulling on a robe and heading through to the lounge, screaming at the maid to have it cleaned up by the time she was back and warning her over and over that she was about to be fired.

  Matteo stood, wrapped in a sheet, as Shandy picked up the phone in the lounge and demanded that the maid’s head be served on a silver platter, then she flounced off to the shower, leaving Matteo to deal with the rest.

  ‘Mi scusi,’ the maid said again. She was kneeling on the floor, trying to sort out the things, but Matteo was far from impressed with her attempts to apologise. He didn’t believe she was sorry for a moment, though his words were not sharp when he addressed her, more wearied.

  ‘Get up, Bella.’

  CHAPTER TWO

  HER LONG BLACK hair was falling out of her ponytail and covering her face, but nothing could have stopped him from recognising her, and Matteo watched her hands still as he said her name.

  She bit her nails, Matteo noticed.

  He remembered that she hadn’t.

  That night, with him, her nails had been short but neat.

  Every inch of her body held the potential for such vivid recall yet he fought it even now.

  ‘I said, get up.’ This time his voice was harsh but better that than dropping down to his knees and taking her back in his arms.

  He waited for her to apologise again, to plead for forgiveness, but instead she looked up and beneath the sheet Matteo grew to her gaze as for the first time in many years their eyes met again—how he wished that the rare mossy green of her eyes that had enthralled him might leave him cold now.

  Not a chance.

  ‘Mi scusi...’

  ‘Stop apologising, Bella. We both know that that was no accident...’

  ‘But of course it was,’ Bella insisted, still on her knees and looking up. ‘I did knock. I thought I heard someone call out for me to enter. I got a fright when I saw the sheets move and I tripped...’ She looked at the empty bottle of champagne that had fallen to the floor. ‘I am so sorry to have upset your fiancée. Was the water very cold?’

  ‘It did its trick,’ Matteo said. He was starting to lose his patience and taking her forearm he hauled her up to stand. ‘Get up, Bella.’

  The dousing of water certainly wasn’t doing its trick now, for her skin was warm beneath his fingers and the scent of her, even after all these years, was familiar. Only how could that be, for that night she had been doused in cheap perfume?

  He had bathed that scent away, Matteo recalled, even as he fought not to remember.

  Instead, he inhaled the starch from her maid’s uniform.

  It did not help.

  Possibly, Matteo decided, Bella was the only woman who could wear pale green with a cream apron and still make it look sexy. Her legs were bare but even the flat lace-up shoes failed to detract from the beauty of her long limbs. Her body was just as slender as yesteryear, her eyes were still so big in her face and those lips that should not be smiling, given the chaos she had just created, still melted him.

  There was, even wi
th Shandy in the bathroom, a want and a need to kiss the smile from Bella’s face...

  ‘Are you surprised to see me, Matteo?’

  ‘Not really.’ He shrugged as if facing her again was the easiest thing in the world, as if he hadn’t spent the best part of the night locked in sensual dreams with her. ‘I heard at dinner last night from Sophie that you worked here...’ That would account for dreaming of her, Matteo decided, and then he remembered why they could never be.

  She preferred her work to him.

  ‘Are your clientele richer here, Bella?’

  ‘They are.’ Bella smiled. ‘I wonder if even you could afford me now.’

  ‘Oh, but I’m sure that I could,’ Matteo said. ‘Given that I’m looking to buy this hotel. In a few months’ time I may well be your boss...’

  ‘Never,’ Bella spat.

  ‘Why are you suddenly so cross?’ Matteo asked, his voice low and husky, his face far too close to hers, so close that he could feel her soft, rapid breaths on his cheek and it reminded him of her first orgasm. ‘From what I remember, we parted on very friendly terms.’

  The slight tickle of her breath halted.

  He looked down at her lips and then back to her eyes and they were both beyond turned on. His eyes then drifted down. Her nipples were erect and Matteo could smell the scent they made and he told her the truth. ‘I could take you now and I wouldn’t even have to pay you.’

  She gave him the slowest smile. ‘Of course you wouldn’t have to pay me. I would do you for free, Matteo.’ She dropped her voice from low to a throb. ‘Do you want me in my uniform? That’s very tame. Do you want a personal turn-down service or would you prefer to wake up to me? The choice is all yours.’

  His fists bunched to hear her speak like that.

  ‘Are you going to hit me again, Matteo?’

  ‘Don’t twist what happened then to suit you now.’